As Russia pummels the eastern city of Severodonetsk with heavy shelling, authorities are moving to evacuate the remaining neediest civilians of neighboring Lysychansk.
For 74-year-old Ekaterina, it is almost unimaginable that she is leaving her home, a one-room apartment she shares with her husband.
"I didn't collect any of my things. I don't know where I will live. It's better they kill me," she said, crying, via translated remarks. "You know, I have nowhere to hide. We have one room. I lie opposite the shelling. In the last minute, I thought if I'm going to suffer like this, better they kill me."
After she and her husband get into authorities' vehicle, she asks, "when is this grief going to end?"
Elsewhere in Lysychansk, CNN's Nick Paton Walsh met a large family with young children that is staying put, despite the shelling. Children play on swings outside as blasts can be heard in the background. They cook on an outdoor stove and spend nights in their basement.
Many people in the Luhansk region have ties to Russia, with relatives in both countries.
"I don't understand this war," one older man told Paton Walsh.
At a cemetery in the city, there are three types of mass graves: In one, dirt has been poured upon the bodies of an estimated 160 people whose families cannot bury them yet; in another, white body bags have the names of the dead collected daily written on them; and the third is empty in preparation for even more dead.
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